inspired continued

well, things are doing just fine.. all are still according to plan.. other than my MAD result and stupid fever and flu that seem never end.. i'm deadly bored rit nw.. u can see from the previous post.. hahaha.. well, it's 4am and i still havent felt sleepy at all..

fortunately, although i tend to sleep late for the past 4 days, all my classes are only after 12 o'clock.. so i wouldnt miss any class.. i tend to wake up before 12 o'clock.. js done wit mr. and ms. nottingham poster.. took me quite a while.. i js made it so simple.. since it's only for results from the audition..

IF is such a pain in the ass.. i tried to read a book about China today, or should i say yesterday, for research in the library.. i came out with only one paragraph after an hour.. i didnt even have time to read thru watever i need to read for tomorrow's [or today's, up to u] group meeting preperation..

i knw dat i said that i'm so bored, but yet i didnt read IF journals.. well, reading IF journals wouldnt make my boredomness go away.. hahahaha.. well, nothing much happened and nothing much to tell as well.. maybe if there's something interesting in the future, i'll surely will post it up..

anyway.. i just found out that MAD class average mark is around 35 or so.. darn, ms hung!!! can i kill her now??

i was bored!!!!!!

yeah.. hate me for posting this up.. i was dead bored!

On Widya's Request: Nakamaru Yuichi

Promotional Video -> LIPS by KAT-TUN; Nakamaru Yuichi


I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!!!

want to know why?????? because he's so ORDINARY!! yes!! indeed!! he is soooooo ordinary!!! unlike many japanese idols!!!! they are js too much most of the time.. he's funny and a really good host!!! he is the N in KAT-TUN, the japanese boyband i'm currently obssess wit.. at first i was mad about Tanaka Koki.. he's the rapper in the band.. since i like him so much, i start to listen to ONE ON ONE, Tanaka Koki ft. Nakamaru Yuichi.. [can listen to it in my friendster profile]



Shounnen Club; Nakamaru Yuichi as Emcee, his stupid act

then i realise that Nakamaru's voice is quite different.. as in huge difference between him talking, and singing.. he actually sings properly!! using his stomach instead of neck!! [elvin knows well how crazy i am over someone dat can sing properly.. hahaha] and his beatboxing is like the best!!! as good as blake lewis i must say.. u should watch Cartoon KAT-TUN, when he went on a duet with Alicia Keys.. it was super cool!! even Alicia Keys said that he was good!!



Shounnen Club; Nakamaru Yuichi, voted as the most lovely fool in KAT-TUN



Shounnen Club; Nakamaru Yuichi, voted as the most lovely fool in KAT-TUN

heavy day

things were abit heavy today.. despite the fact that today is too hot to handle, i feel so tired physically and mentally.. which not really good.. having headache, and my back hurts abit..

avvari mohan is not around for the day.. he will only be back by tomorrow.. dat means i have to wait until tomorrow to get my results.. darn.. i've been preparing myself for today.. and it wasnt easy.. i took it seriously.. i was ready for the worst case scenario.. then, hve to wait for another day really made me feel so down.. everyone;s results are so OK and NICE actually made me even worry more about mine..

ah.. God, help me.. i currently have no other wishes dat i want so badly but this one.. please do let my results to be alright.. i feel like crying even i havent gotten the result yet.. i feel like i fail already..

i feel so crap..

feel inspired: Day 3

day three, emmm.. i'm still inspired.. especially because i havent finished watching the whole episodes of Hanayome to Papa.. so still have it as a reminder on how inspired i was three days ago.. everything is still as it was planned [or inspired, i guess].. i'm eating properly rit now.. i eat at home at least one meal of either lunch or dinner.. trying to make myself eating breafast.. only manage to drink milo.. i still cant eat in the morning..

i slept at 1.30am last night.. not bad for start.. and i woke up at 9am.. such an achievement.. hahaha.. i made my room today, and started to wear in-house slipper like i used to do in high school and marticulation time..  i'm trying to do the back exercising regularly now.. for the sake of my back.. if not i won't be able to play badminton again.. i need to strenghten my back muscle to be able to do badminton again..

clothes are washed and hanged.. dry ones have been ironed and put nicely.. i put my lunch leftover in the fridge for tomorrow bfast.. i need to try to eat something for bfast.. seriously.. there's a car wash shop js opened in my neighbourhood.. should try to send my car there soon since washing car myself will cause pain in my back again..

if everything goes just right this week.. i should go to the next level by next week.. still feel inspired.. and i feel as if i'm one step closer..

**it's a bit confusing bcz i never mentioned wat, why, and how i feel inspired.. as i actually refuse to do so.. hehehe.. sorry..

feel inspired

i was planning on writting down my stupid back pain that caused me lots of trouble, or maybe the stupid journey i had today on my way back from KLIA, sending off my mom and aunty.. or maybe what i had been doing for the past few days.. but i somehow feel so inspired..

after watching KAT-TUN appearance in UTABAN back in 2006 and KAT-TUNx3 episode 2, i feel freaking inspired.. then, i feel more inspired after watching Hanayome to Papa episode 4, starring Taguchi Junnosuke [KAT-TUN's member].. i realised that i've been lying to myself by keep saying "Daijobu, Kiki!!" all the time.. i keep excusing myself from my own weaknesses and i've been trying to ignore the fact that i need to do something about it..

i never thought that i will end up getting inspired just by watching those episodes.. i realise that are a lots of beautiful things that exist, but i never able to experience it because i refuse to admitting my own flawness..

there is only one way to fix all these.. instead of keep saying "daijobu".. i think i should start to say "gabaru" and move on.. maybe, by doing something will eventually makes me at least a little closer to those beautiful things.. just a little closer will do.. as simple as it means, it's less further.. and more chance to grab it..

"GAMBARE ONEGAISIMASU!!"

i'm freaking bored

so much for the plan during holiday.. got fired up during the first three days.. then took a rest for a day, and totally lazy to get out anymore for the past two days.. hahahaha.. life been abit boring.. i finished sushi oji.. nakamaru's act is not as good as i expected it would be.. i knew it, he should just stick with KAT-TUN and host.. he's the best as a host.. honestly and seriously love him when he's hosting a talk show.. not so much on drama..

watching hanakimi, AGAIN!! hahaha.. my sister like Oguri Shin so much that after i gave her Maitante Conan Live Action 2, she decided to watch one drama where he acted.. so i told her about gokusen and hanakimi.. but since she prefer Shin's new hair [the one in gokusen was seriously a disaster], i recomended hanakimi.. kyaaa!!! Ikuta Toma looks abit weird there since i'm kind of use to his hairstyle in honey and clover, his recent drama..

i havent gone to sun plaza to check out any drama that this one dvd shop has.. i found quite a number of drama that i couldnt find online there, the last time i went.. really need to go there..

nothing much happened.. just my sister is just so freaking busy with tution that makes me sssooo lazy to go out alone.. my friends have freaking uni to attend.. and chinese new year break is only one day back here.. sad case.. maybe i should try to edit some more photos from last DevMeet..