ironic

sometimes i see you crying to your sleep..
sometimes i feel like giving you my sleeve..
although i've lost my mind..
although i've cried in mind..

i've been trying..
just to make.. you.. smile..
just to make.. you.. smile..

i know sometimes you don't want me to be here..
i know you hate it when i want to be clear..
although i know you're mine..
although i don't feel fine..

i've been trying..
just to make.. you.. smile..
just to make.. you.. smile..

running and fighting just to keep you here ..
running and fighting just to make you feel..
running and fighting..
running and fighting..
for you..

but at least..
i've seen your smiling face..
i've seen your shining face..

sometimes i feel like crying to my sleep..
sometimes i feel like drowning to the see..

i wrote this song when i was on my first year of university life.. i wasn't in such a emo mood or what so ever during that time.. three years from that day, when i remembered the lyric and such.. i realise how ironic it is.. that this song perfectly describes how i feel and think right now..

ironic..