i'm crying hard..

i've been crying.. since last night.. hard..
it's even the first thing i did when i woke up..

i dunnoe why..
i dun understand this..
i dun understand my self..

shit.. i'm even crying writing this..
something is totally wrong..
i need a break..
from i dunnoe what..

the whole this is js confusing..
i feel like i'm alone..
my wings are burned and my heart went black..
or anything as sarcastic as that..

no one is holding my back..
or it's js hw fucked up i feel i am rit nw..

reason?!?!
there's no reason.. i js dun understand the reason..
i think i'm selfish..
i think i'm possesive..
but yet, i think i'm alone..

a shoulder that i wish i could cry onto.. would never come..
because it's js impossible..

i hate distance..