so, how i've been..

nothing much really.. been busy with uni stuff.. geez.. there are so much to do and so little time.. i feel like my assignments are not progressing at all! oh my god.. T__T.. God, help me!!

so i have three assignments.. supposedly, i tend to like assignments better than exams.. but i just feel like i don't have enough time!! and it's already the fifth week of Autumn semester.. everything due on the freaking December.. i have only about a month and two weeks to finish all these freaking assignment.. arrgghhh!!! die die die die die!!

anyway, i've been having a better relationship with my friends.. it's not that we were in a fight or anything.. but slowly, i start to feel the togetherness again.. just like when we were all still in 1st year of uni..

last year was a total regret for me.. we started to walk with our own new group, and somehow i didnt feel sad or anything about it.. but lately, maybe.. i realised that maybe it was just me that didnt try hard enough to stay close..

when i had a little "self-confusion" over myself, i realised how much i actually still need them and want them around so badly.. i felt like i only can talk about my problem to them.. only to them, and no one else.. the moment some of them also share their problem to me, made me even sure that they are where i belong to.

so yeah.. i'm glad that we are all together again.. (i sound so fucking cheesy)..

anyway!!! tse tyng has been corrupting my mind with Mandarin songs!! even rit now, i'm listening to this one jay chou's song that she sent me!! i hate the fact that it reminds me that i actually have forgotton soooooooo many (or even actually all of it) Mandarin's words that i've learn.. arrrggghhhh...

oh yeah.. my sister finally admitted that she LOVES hikaru!! huahahahaha!! i'm so corrupting her mind with too much japanese stuff.. it's about time she'll love the whole hey!say!JUMP, and maybe shounen-ai.. ROFL..

ok.. dat's all for now.. i'll try to update everyday like i used to again.. ^^