exam is over!!

exam is finally over!!!!! i'm so freaking happy!! even so.. i'm kind of worried about my results.. i've been studying like hell, but yet i dun really confidence wit my performance.. darn.. i wish i tried much more harder..

anyway.. i kind of feel the bond dat i was once cherish.. wit my friends.. those dat i knw for sure, care enough js to ask, "hw's ur day?" or "hw dare u forgot to reply my message!" or "coming for lunch/dinner?".. all this simple question, but said it with truth and care..

darn.. hw much i feel so bad about it.. it;s actually me dat never bother to realise dat the comfort that i;m looking for is there!!! not where i've been putting my ass on.. i dun need lively conversation, i dun need loud laugh.. i dun need the latest jokes.. i just need them to be there for me.. and i just need to be there for them.. wit careness and luv..

oh ya.. elvin and widya is leaving tomorrow nite.. darn! i feel like crying! they are like the best i ever had!! only for a semester and one summer break.. but i know it's gonna feel like forever.. will be missing u, guys.. js remember the three most important things i've told you.. remember God, take a good care of yourself, and of course, dun forget to buy me something when you come back!! hehehehe..