Ritsuki Diary (Akihara@Deep FanFic): Scene 1

"Su.. sumimase..". A bunch of older teens stood just right beside the bus stop chair I'm currently sitting on. I turned my face to see who was calling me.

"A..an..ano.. we.. we were told tha tha that we can find you here.. Ha Ha Hana-san," a short guy with specs talked to me. "We we we are wondering whether yo yo you can join our troubleshooter organisation, Aaa Aki Aki Akihabara@Deep,l" he continued. Damn, this guys is surely weird. Couldnt he speak properly?

"Namaewa?" I said. The four older teens frozed didn't know what i was talking about.

"It's rude, you know, to suddenly ask someone to join your organisation without introducing yourselves," said I, kind of cold.

"Oh.. Sorry.. I'm Izumu. This is our leader, Page-kun. And these are Box-kun and Taiko-kun. The rest of the members are at the office," said a girl with a weird big shade and messy hair.

I looked at the four of them, again. The guy named Box, hm.. I saw him somewhere, but I couldnt remember where. The same case with Taiko. I just couldn't recall where I saw these two guys.

"That's better. I did get the fax from your office. I supposed to reply it yesterday. Well, sorry. My bad. I just got it this morning. I was out of town," I said, again, kind of cold.

"So, when can you start working with us?" said Izumu. What the f*ck? This people are surely rushing. I stood up. Looking at the bus that I was waiting for. I could see it turning the corner. And I looked at them again. "Give me one reason why I should join you guys."

Huh.. just like what i thought. They went silent, did not know what to say.

"Sawamura. That's the name. But I'm fine with Hana. Yoroshiku ne, Izumu-chan. See you tomorrow," I walked into the bus that just stopped. And gave Izumu a little smile. Interesting bunch of people. Of course I did some research on them when i received the fax. I did not need them to tell me what Akihabara@deep is all about.

"She just called you Izumu-chan. None of us ever called you that way," said Box.

** to be continued

Paradox of Winter Break

Winter Break in University of Nottingham Malaysia Campus takes place during winter season in UK Campus. It is usually in December, one or two weeks before Christmas. Students are usually looking foward to this break as it gives them about 3 weeks of freedom, or is that true?

The paradigma is that the break given looks as if it will give the students the holiday that they always been waiting for. However, in its true realisation, Winter Break is one of the most difficult time for students. It is indeed due to the fact that Fall Examination will usually take place right after the break.

Students are faced with two difficult choices. Break is identic with relaxation. Busy schedule on campus is the main reason for these individuals to demanding relaxation so urgely. Even so, Fall Examination has created a paradox among them. Difficulties arises when they are trying to put two most important activities, exam preparation and relaxation, into their schedule.

Although students manage to fit it the two of them inside their schedule, theoritically, it is still difficult to make ones concentrate on each one of the the activities. Their subjective realisation will most likely affecting their thinking. On one hand, relaxation is needed for the sake of mental health. Even so, exam preparation will be cruicial in order to gain their degrees.

Experts have been collecting information on this paradox. Grades during Fall are usually not as good as Spring. Some experts believe it is due to the paradox of Winter Break. However, some argue that it is only the matter on how well ones organise themselves. Three weeks holiday are great deal amount of time for them to fit in the two activities together. It is seen as far way more significant than one week reading week that is given right before Spring Examination.

In conclusion, you should congrat me for writting this CRAP!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I'm insane. I must admit it.

stary night

last night was extremely beautiful tonight.. or shall i put it as morning.. it was 5am, and i js got back from McDonald in Kajang.. after i locked my car and closed my gate, i actually stood still and looked at the sky..

obviously my reason was to looked at the moon.. it looked so beautiful from inside my car, when i was driving, of course.. but then, it was js simply reallyyyyy stunning when u see it wit ur bare eyes!! i was actually stood still frozenly and admiring the beauty of the stars..

the sky is so clear and navish.. it's not black, it's navish.. beautiful colour, my favourite.. the stars are just simply everywhere!! it's like snowflakes on your front yard during winter.. it was just extremely beautiful.. for the first time in my life i stared at a really beautiful and stunning sky.. it was a real glam..

well, i js wanted to post this.. i js think the night so beautiful that it deserves to be posted.. unfortunately my camera is not good enough to capture a beautiful picture of this beautiful night..

i had enough

what the fuck is wrong wit this person?? trying to take over my job??? excuse me, bitch!! don't push it!! you do not knw who you are currently messing up wit! i spent almost five years to fix myself!! do u have any idea on hw hard it is for me to change??

it took my ex boyfriend almost a year just to make me realise how important it is to love God!! it took him almost two years to make me stop thinking so selfish! it took both of us our relationship to make me realise the meaning of sacrificing and respect.. i went through a hell of things to be what i am today!!

or should i said, what i was!! fuck!! i stopped swearing when i was in highschool.. i stopped missing my shalat when i was in highschool as well!! i started to wear veil when i was still in junior highschool!! and i finally started to act mature after what i went thorugh with him!! and it's all wasted!! js because i'm pissed by you!! because i'm turning back into that girl!! the girl that swears alot!! selfish and does not care how other feel!! always make fun of others! bitchy, mean, anything!! you name it!! and the girl that does not even care of what God might think of her!!

don't push me!! and as you can see, i confronted u today.. in a good way of course.. in a polite manner.. because i do not want to waste all my effort for the past five years!! and i'm trying to chill myself out.. and i think, for now on, i'm gonna shout it loud if i disagree wit you!!

[and sorry for the swearing.. i cant help it..]